December 29, 2012

Diskriminasi hati

Istiqamah tu bukan sesenang duduk atas kerusi berjam-jam.
Hijrah tu bukan sesenang macam main lompat tali.
Mengubah sesuatu bukan sesenang macam tukar pinggan baru.

I feel nothing is see when it comes to my turn. But I know what's waiting for me behind all these hardships and this is just my limit as;

(2:286) Allah charges no soul except to its capacity. For it is what it has earned, and against it what it has gained. 'Our Lord, do not take us to account if we have forgotten, or made a mistake. Our Lord, do not burden us with a load as You have burdened those before us. Our Lord, do not over burden us with more than we can bear. And pardon us, and forgive us, and have mercy on us. You are our Guide, so give us victory over the nation, the unbelievers.'


Bukan senang nak lupakan kegembiraan dunia but once you have done that, you'll know how mean the world is.
Hati ni rasa nak berbalik kepada zaman lepas yang penuh dengan keseronokan, tapi nak ke dekat sana nanti terkebil-kebil tengok kegembiraan mereka di syurga, tunggu turn kena campak dalam api tu?


Just being random tonight cus I am totally upside down, tetiba rasa macam nak balik jadi dulu. Allah.

Dear nafs, stop whispering.
Dear heart, have faith.